If there was ever a time my life felt normal I would love to remember when ..
My earliest memories are not the most pleasant,
my late teens were an alcohol fueled chaos
my early 20's saw the birth of my children but also a very unhappy marriage
which had many lows and not very many highs.
When I met my current husband the years of damage caused by others
has made everyday life lets just say a little tricky.
Now in my last few months of my 30's I can't help but wonder was I always destined to feel like this.
I often joke that I would hate to be normal but in actual fact I would love to have some resemblance of
what most would call a normal life.
