Breaking the mould .....

There are times in life when doing something you have tried to avoid for over 

20+ years is the only way to move forward in life.

The moment I realised that if I wanted things to change 

to get better ........

I dreaded the fact that I had to break the continual circle my life has been taking.......

wakey wakey

After being awake until gone 4 this morning I was not surprised that waking this morning at 6:30 was lets say a little bit of a struggle !

I was however shocked that I must have been dreaming when I was woken I'm pretty sure that for many this would not be an unusual occurrence (dreaming that is..) 

However for me it is a big /HUGE thing I was dreaming .... a slightly strange dream granted but it was a dream not a nightmare not a vivid recollection of past events but a dream of strange events never been had or likely to ever happen. 

This would not cheer most people up but for me it is a massive step forward. 

I feel more invigorated than I would normally

Definitely more positive

and 100% less upset than I do most mornings 

Please please let this be a sign of things to come ... 

Kayla 

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