it can be a lonely world at times......... looking at the world through my eyes

looking at the world through my eyes 

a world that seems to divide

Screw MS its pissing me off !!!!

Today has been one of those days where my mind, body and energy have all had differing ideas

of how the day will go ! 

wakey wakey

After being awake until gone 4 this morning I was not surprised that waking this morning at 6:30 was lets say a little bit of a struggle !

I was however shocked that I must have been dreaming when I was woken I'm pretty sure that for many this would not be an unusual occurrence (dreaming that is..) 

However for me it is a big /HUGE thing I was dreaming .... a slightly strange dream granted but it was a dream not a nightmare not a vivid recollection of past events but a dream of strange events never been had or likely to ever happen. 

This would not cheer most people up but for me it is a massive step forward. 

I feel more invigorated than I would normally

Definitely more positive

and 100% less upset than I do most mornings 

Please please let this be a sign of things to come ... 

Kayla 

     xXx

Christmas and the Shit Storm in my mind.

Well as you have probably noticed I have been a tad quiet of late.....

The simple answer to my disappearance ill health and a shit storm in my mind !

Moving Forward

It would seem that in this house Monday this week was all about addressing mental health issues

there are times that every one feels a little down and fed up, but when that feeling goes from days to weeks to months and then years you have to admit to yourself that no matter how much you wear that mask of happiness and cheer you need HELP ! 

Sleep? Sleep? Where are you ??

After years of being a bad sleeper I find myself wondering if I am now conditioned into not sleeping or getting very little sleep?