New beginnings and all that shizzle........

Well its been a while since I last posted 

and soooooooo much has happened !!! 

Some things are good some things bad somethings well lets see what you think
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Breaking the mould .....

There are times in life when doing something you have tried to avoid for over 

20+ years is the only way to move forward in life.

The moment I realised that if I wanted things to change 

to get better ........

I dreaded the fact that I had to break the continual circle my life has been taking.......

Mother- in- laws

how often have you heard both men and women moaning about their mother in laws ? 

How many people do you hear singing the praises of their Mother in laws ?

I can pretty honestly say I very rarely hear good things about other peoples mother in laws 

so why write this blog ?

well read on 

AGHHHHH make my head stop

If there was ever a time my life felt normal I would love to remember when .. 

My earliest memories are not the most pleasant,

my late teens were an alcohol fueled chaos 

my  early 20's saw the birth of my children but also a very unhappy marriage 

which had many lows and not very many highs.

When I met my current husband the years of damage caused by others 

has made everyday life lets just say a little tricky.

Now in my last few months of my 30's I can't help but wonder was I always destined to feel like this. 

I often joke that I would hate to be normal but in actual fact I would love to have some resemblance of 

what most would call a normal life.

keeping up with the girls ... school holidays and MS

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

now that I got my last blog off my chest 

Here is the blog that I have been working on since last week, 

Its funny because this one has taken me over a week to perfect but the one before this I typed up in an hour 

go figure !

it can be a lonely world at times......... looking at the world through my eyes

looking at the world through my eyes 

a world that seems to divide

Living with MS .......... its harder than you think

Its been a week of ups and downs for me, 

but the hardest part is never knowing 

if the next day will be a good bad or indifferent day ! 

My heart goes out to many of my friends and fellow MS sufferers and their families. 

I know I have it easy compared to some and worse than others 

but the we all have one thing more than the MS in common ................................

one step forward five steps back but I cant step I only roll but that just don't sound the same

Its been one of those weeks and its only Wednesday !!

Christmas and the Shit Storm in my mind.

Well as you have probably noticed I have been a tad quiet of late.....

The simple answer to my disappearance ill health and a shit storm in my mind !

Moving Forward

It would seem that in this house Monday this week was all about addressing mental health issues

there are times that every one feels a little down and fed up, but when that feeling goes from days to weeks to months and then years you have to admit to yourself that no matter how much you wear that mask of happiness and cheer you need HELP !