Its been one of those weeks and its only Wednesday !!
why are they here?
why are they a part of my life ?
why do they want me to be a part of theirs ??
why is life like this ?
why talk to me like it ?
why treat me different?
why can't things be the way they were?
why ?
why ?
why ?
When did what I thought and felt lose it value?
when did what I know lose its validity ?
when did this change happen?
when?
when?
when?
Why am I forever turning in these circles?
when did I lose my voice
How could I let it get like this?
I took one step forward and have been kicked 5 steps back !
I have no fight left
The will to push forward has gone
Its not like I've not been here before ... what is so different ? why should I bother?
use me ! put me down ! kick me ! hate me ! say what you will !
I have heard worse ! made to feel like this before !
this feeling is more of a comfort than something to fear or dislike !
it is familiar , normal, an age old blanket I wear with no fear
So 1 step forward 5 steps back
Fuck it Ill stay here
I cant be fucking arsed any more !!!!!
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