New beginnings and all that shizzle........

Well its been a while since I last posted 

and soooooooo much has happened !!! 

Some things are good some things bad somethings well lets see what you think
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Mother- in- laws

how often have you heard both men and women moaning about their mother in laws ? 

How many people do you hear singing the praises of their Mother in laws ?

I can pretty honestly say I very rarely hear good things about other peoples mother in laws 

so why write this blog ?

well read on 

I wonder if you still blame me

My heart hurts 

a nagging worry in my mind 

this is not a blog for those that have triggers please bear that in mind 

AGHHHHH make my head stop

If there was ever a time my life felt normal I would love to remember when .. 

My earliest memories are not the most pleasant,

my late teens were an alcohol fueled chaos 

my  early 20's saw the birth of my children but also a very unhappy marriage 

which had many lows and not very many highs.

When I met my current husband the years of damage caused by others 

has made everyday life lets just say a little tricky.

Now in my last few months of my 30's I can't help but wonder was I always destined to feel like this. 

I often joke that I would hate to be normal but in actual fact I would love to have some resemblance of 

what most would call a normal life.

keeping up with the girls ... school holidays and MS

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

now that I got my last blog off my chest 

Here is the blog that I have been working on since last week, 

Its funny because this one has taken me over a week to perfect but the one before this I typed up in an hour 

go figure !

it can be a lonely world at times......... looking at the world through my eyes

looking at the world through my eyes 

a world that seems to divide

Lets Get Back On Track

As some of you may have guessed I have a bit of a passion for all things sparkly.
For years I trained to be a nail technician and beautician and always involved my hobbies in this work. 

My love of sparkle and all things pretty grew and evolved itself over the years and my nail art became well known locally, then live threw a spanner in the works and I went into the wheelchair it was at this time I felt that I could no longer carry on doing what I had been doing. I had to give up my day job (a unit organiser for Ann Summers) as well as my part time job as a nail tech and beautician. I had never seen a disabled nail tech or beautician and this led to me taking my hobbies blinging and jewellery making and making a business out of them which I love but I felt part of me was missing I continued to do close families and friends nails etc but my nail art began to loose its panache my feeling of loss showed in my work!

one step forward five steps back but I cant step I only roll but that just don't sound the same

Its been one of those weeks and its only Wednesday !!

New Year New Beginnings

Happy New Year 2014 !!!

The new year is a time for new starts,

 resolutions,

and the post christmas removal of the crimbo decs 

The best cure for a grumpy Kayla ............

Today as been a PJ day for me 

why? you may ask ..............

Christmas is done LET THE SALE SHOPPING COMMENCE !..... finally

Christmas is about so many things in my house .......

So Christmas is Here ....

So after weeks and moth of planning the big day is almost here ....

Christmas and the Shit Storm in my mind.

Well as you have probably noticed I have been a tad quiet of late.....

The simple answer to my disappearance ill health and a shit storm in my mind !

Moving Forward

It would seem that in this house Monday this week was all about addressing mental health issues

there are times that every one feels a little down and fed up, but when that feeling goes from days to weeks to months and then years you have to admit to yourself that no matter how much you wear that mask of happiness and cheer you need HELP ! 

Bargain Hunting and Christmas Shopping

There is always a twinge of panic that goes through my veins when I think of Christmas !

Year after year I have the same worry ...... Will I be able to give everyone something nice and not send myself into serious debt. Over the years I have learnt that the best way to tackle Christmas with 4 children and lots of family and friends is to start nice and early.

Christmas was always a huge worry for me until I worked out a way to get some fab gifts that people love without spending a small fortune, so I thought I would share my top tips to making the most of your money and getting some pretty wonderful gifts. Not everything will suit you and your budget or means of shopping but there are ideas for all tastes, budgets and situations.  

 

Put the puppy to bed .....

I thought it was time to introduce you all to our latest fur baby

 

Tinkerbell

 

our tiny 8 week old Jackapoo

Our ever expanding family

There was a time when every baby I saw or cuddled would make me so broody even though I have 4 children already another one would have been lovely I used to say even though I knew I was never going to have anymore.

When reality sets in ......

After a busy but fun weekend the reality has set in that its Sunday evening and the week starts again tomorrow..................